momo's diary postmortem
!!SPOILERS!!this is meant 2 be read after finishing the game..i assume u played but if not here its short https://squishymoss.itch.io/momosdiary
i wasnt sure if im supposed to use the word “postmortem” to describe this post..so i looked it up and turns out it means “after death” which is kinda obvi i guess. also a little funny cuz of the ending
anyway i hope you enjoyed momos diary, at least a little bit. theres a lot of my heart in it so it would make me really happy if u got something out of it. if you didnt thats OK too, im glad that you played it and heard my tale
momos diary is pretty much just a series of events that happened to me. that’s the “diary” part..i meant for it to be a way to record things that happened in vn form, and eventually i started putting it all together in a cohesive story. all the dialogue is very very close to what people have said to me, maybe changing a few words and character personality and stuff. i dont know anyone like sucklet in real life, haha
l8r edit: i totally do have a friend like sucklet LOL,hes not based on them though
that all being said, the final scene was actually meant to be my sendoff. i probably wouldnt have jumped the moment i released it (though that was a fantasy i had a lot), but i felt like it was getting real close to my time. that phone screenshot you see close to the end of the game was something i wrote in a panic, thinking i was gonna die from brain damage before the game came out. along with that, my desire to finish the game and release it was a big factor in me not “doing the deed”, i can say cuz i came close once. im glad that all changed by the time i was done, but a lot of the script was written really quickly with that looming deadline of death. maybe it shows ?idk
now im happy to say that the game is like a sendoff to my old life. something to look back on rather than experience over and over again. really shitty patterns habits all coming to light,in a way i can be grateful itll never be like that again
i think that gives an interesting meaning to momos death, haha
im super happy to finally release this. even if everyone just thinks im crazy and disgusting etc im happy to show me. i hope in being authentic it can connect with other souls too
thank you a lot for playing.. if you liked it or took any meaning from it im glad….share with yr friends….
i wish you the best future 💕 its out there !